I am sorry as I spoiled your Day!

Mujhe pata hai ki tumhara kitna mann tha mujhse milne ka par me tumhe kaise batau ki tumse bhi zyada me chahata tha ki hum fir se 2 saal badh mile. Me tumse milne ke liye itna excited tha ki 45 min pehle jakar tickets book karae aur fir buddhu ki jaise waha khada tumhara intezaar kar raha tha. Jaise jaise tumhare ane ka samay kareeb araha tha waise waise hi me nervous hota ja raha tha, kuch samajh nahi araha tha ki kaise tumhe face karu, kya baat karu?
Par jaise hi tumhe aate hue dekha sabse pehli cheez jo mujhe fir se 11th ke time laut ke le gae woh thi tumhare muskaan. Us samay sach me mai blank ho gaya tha bas toot ke bikharne hi wala tha ki tum baccho jaise hans di aur ushi ne mujhe sambhala. Me chahata tha ki tumhe kaske hug karlu par fir….
Mujhe pata tha ki abh me pehle jaisa nahi raha hu. Woh 11th wala chanchal ladka abh college wale ladke me tabdeel ho gaya hai. Me bas aaj tumhe khush dekh kar mann hi mann santusht ho raha tha. Baki bachi kasar hamare favourite Subway ne nikal hi di thi.
Aaj sache me tumhare sath jo samay bitaya tha woh meri zindigi ka us 11 th wale Christmas ke badh ka sabse accha din tha. Abhi bhi yeh hi afsos hai ki me apni taraf se tumhe khush nahi kar paya. Haan me maanta hu ki me pehle jaisa nahi raha.
Aaj tumhare hi yaad dilane se mene fir se aapne past me jakar khud ko kareeb se jana. Bas abh yeh wada karta hu ki abh agli baar se mujhe koi haq nahi hai tumhara din kharab karne ka.
Agar aglibar kabhi hum fir se mile toh me wada karta hu ki fir se woh hi 11th wala banke hi tumse baat karunga aur hum fir se waise hi masti karenge. Aur haan yaad rakhna aapne gol-gappe abhi bhi due hai. And I am really very sorry meri pic sach me acchi nahi aati isliye hi me post nahi kar raha.Aur haan me yeh bhi confess kar deta hu ki tumhare achanak se hi gayab hone ke badh me tumhare ghar pe dekhne bhi aya tha ki tum waha ho ya nahi.
Aur akhir me firse please please mujhe maaf kar dena me bilkul nahi chahata tha ki kuch bhi esa ho jis se aaj tum itna upset ho.

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